imach0c0
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And seeing how prior to the date, when he "remembers" Zack for the first time, Zack is talking about his affection for Aerith. And moments later, he remembers him dying (though incorrectly). With that context, the Aerith GS date is actually tragic. On the surface, it can look romantic but the subtext seems to imply something really sad. And when Aerith mentions she has been seeing Zack in Cloud, but starting in that moment, she wants to meet and be with the real Cloud, it must be complicated for Cloud. To him, Aerith doesn't know the circumstances of Zack's whereabouts, let alone his death. And now, she is seeking something potentially romantic with Cloud, even if its just for that moment. I know there has been discourse on that "Tsunagi" hand hold but in this context, it seems Cloud did it to comfort Aerith as opposed to mutually returning any romantic feelings. Especially cause she says "just until the ride is over."That is exactly my thoughts. Aerith literally was praising him for being a cool SOLDIER in the beginning too. So it likely hurt his ego.
Also Toriyama mentions Cloud blocks out Zack's name as information he doesn't want to hear. Likely because his subconscious probably doesn't like the conflict of hearing about another SOLDIER and questioning himself. This Zack guy doesn't spark a good feeling but a complicated one so it makes sense that throughout he might feel negatively towards him just in general.
And I don't know if I'd say he is still feeling this way in Gongaga but he probably has not the best impression of this Zack guy till then and now he gets information that makes him think this Zack ghosted Aerith and broke her heart. His protective side would come out and yes call that guy who dared hurt her a loser.
But I also think in his head this guy sparks feelings of inferiority he doesn't like already so when he has the chance to insult him he doesn't feel bad about it. Like oh that guy really isn't so special after all good, screw him.
Until he sees Aerith and Tifa are upset at him for it then he remembers this so called loser really loved Aerith and died. That's probably a lot of weight on him. He probably even feels bad for resenting this guy. It must be really just a lot to feel at once about a person he hasn't met but is important somehow.
Which is probably why it's on his mind still during the dates.
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