I have a collection of disturbing things that make my psychiatrist worried and my wife moist but the Final Fantasy games aren't high up there.
Seriously though I'm so hardcore I have all the first 9 Final Fantasy games on my PSP and carry it everywhere - and all the music soundtracks and various remixes and fan remixes
Basically my fandom is less physically tangible and more a part of me 24-7 like my heart or that hobos liver.